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Monday, March 7, 2011

♥ kerana....aku cinta kamu ♥

Bismillah..
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah...  

Sorry,the same old story, again and again...its about Mr. Handsome. sorry i can adore you from far.They already know about Mr. Handsome and  he is YOU. Okay ,we're just friends right now. I know it's wrong. And frankly speaking , yes , I realise , it sounds wrong , having a crush on someone's who are not suitable and far from you. So , I think I need to get this silly crush out of my head. I feel horrible. Really. 

I'm so sorry Mr. Handsome. I feel so wrong right now. I know I'm not supposed to like you , not that soon , I mean not now. Not when I know you don't feel the same , not ever. 
I know , you are really happy with your life But , I'm terribly sorry , I can't help myself. 
I probably will never tell you this and that's okay. I know you are happy , so I won't say. 
I would never come to destroyed it and I'm truly happy for your life now. ♥

The way we talked , you made me smile even though I don't really know all about you. But I feel comfortable around you. Cheh , around you. HAHAHA. I know that all of this is insane. But why do I still like you in a way I shouldn't , in a way I know you'll never see me , it's just amazing.

It seems you are almost too good to be true. You are sweet , I swear ! And you are nice . You know , I'm just a girl who knows she feels something she shouldn't and who just wishes one day she'll be happy as you are now. And even though she knows it will never happen , she would like to be more to you than just a friend.

You are not for me , but that doesn't stop me from wanting you. I know deep down inside of me that I'm somewhere I'm not supposed to be.

And to be the one for you , when the one for you already exist. I can add a mile , but I'll never measure up and still I want to try because that's what people do. You know , when I'm with you , it's beautiful but I always feel that I'm somewhere I'm not supposed to be. But , I won't be fool , not for you and not for me. Okay ?

Well , I guess this one is now long enough but maybe who knows one day you'll read this and know it's you. If that day comes , please don't blame me for feeling like this. It's you who made me go a bit insane. It's because of who you are , I feel this way.

Yes , I like you more than you know and even though I know it will never happen...
Allah knows everything.. 

Thank you , Mr. Handsome ♥
 Me....
A girl who always love you.

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